I. Love. Life.

So, prom was this weekend. Originally, I was going to go with my girlfriend Lisl, but I decided against it seeing as how I'd have to sneak her to the prom. Her parents already hated me, so that would have been a bad idea... I told her that I couldn't take her, and I set out to find a suitable prom date.

Well, I ended up talking to my ex-girlfriend Elizabeth pretty soon after that, and she said she'd be willing to come down from Fort Worth to Houston to go to prom with me. I've been in love with this girl since the first time her and I had started dating, so, naturally, I was thrilled to hear this.

She arrived on Friday, and I had to go pick up my tux. When I returned, my friends Mason and Colby showed up, introduced themselves, and we all decided to go out to eat. So, my friends, myself, Lizzy, my mom, and my little sister all went out to my favorite Chinese buffet. On the car ride home, Colby played some song that made me want to cry because it was about some guy dancing with someone's girl, which put me in an awkward mood... I wanted nothing more than to hold this girl, but I couldn't. So, we talked about this a little bit, cried and then watched Fight Club. She told me good night, went into the other room and went to sleep.

The next day was busy, busy, and was spent preparing for prom. We got her hair done, and got all dressed up and stuff. We went and took pictures, and then made our way to Moody Gardens in Galveston. She looked absolutely beautiful, the way angels oughta look((( <--Sin City quote))). I felt torn. On one hand, I was the luckiest man in the world because I was with her, but on the other, she was here as a friend, so it was all very bittersweet. She walked off with my friend Colby, and when she came back she wanted to talk to me. She told me that Colby told her I loved her, and she said she loved me too and that she wanted to move down here. She said we weren't going to be together until we lived close to each other though, which was fine by me. (((We were on Skype together a second ago and she just told me she loved me before she went to bed. God, this girl makes my heart fucking sing. I have yearned to hear her say it to me again. Had to add this little note in here. Haha))) We danced our asses off, and had the most beautiful night together. It was absolutely wonderful. After prom, we went out to my sister's place in Humble, talked awhile, and then I took her into the bedroom and we curled up together and went to sleep. We had a wonderful morning. First of all, my current girlfriend was a bit too young for me. I didn't mind the age, but everyone else has a problem with it, and they were right. When I turned 18, our relationship would have become illegal. When I told her 'I love you', her reply had little to no emotion in it. We would sit on the phone for two hours and say almost nothing. Plus, I wanted to do sexual things with a 14 year-old, which could have been bad. We didn't have a lot in common, either... I had been considering breaking up with her for two weeks or so, but I just wanted an out. So, after cheating on her, I broke up with my girlfriend, Lizzy and I went out to eat, and then came back to my house and prepared for her departure... Saying goodbye was difficult, but I managed it, gave her a kiss, and sent her on her way.

I'm praying that this will all run smoothly, and that she'll be down here for good soon. I want to spend the rest of my life with this girl. I told her she can take as much time as she wants to move down here, but that I don't want her to make me wait too long...

I love my life. And the thing I love the most about my life is Elizabeth Franks. Without her I am nothing. And as long as I have her, I have everything.