Monday, April 18, 2011

Hell


General asshats, Oakland Raider Fans
Circle I Limbo


DMV Employees
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind


PETA Members, Rednecks
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow


George Bush, Scientologists
Circle IV Rolling Weights


The New York Yankees, Osama bin Laden
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled


River Styx


Rush Limbaugh, Militant Vegans
Circle VI Buried for Eternity


River Phlegyas


The Pope, Steve Jobs
Circle VII Burning Sands


Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement


Glenn Beck, Republicans
Circle IX Frozen in Ice


Design your own hell

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Woe is Me.

I have nothing to show for my life except the admiration of those closest to me. It's enough for me, but, when does that end? When do I begin to live for myself?

When do I stop partying and start taking life seriously?

I've stopped pursuing any romantic relationships. I feel like I should lock that door and throw away the key. It just doesn't matter to me anymore because everything I've ever wanted was taken from me, and I want what I can't have.

Time alone kills me.

I have a new dream. I hope that some day, my brothers and I write and direct movies together. We'd be great at it. I also want to manage my friends' Daniel Alcaraz, and Steven Thompson's future fighting careers.

I miss blind optimism. I miss having my hopes up and thinking there was no possible way things could go wrong.

I revel in a better yesterday, and dream for a better tomorrow.