I should be angry, but I've seen it all before. She gave me two really good months, so, it's all good. Just wish women would be more honest and straight up with me, because I try to be as honest as I possibly can.
I guess I should get angry though. I feel like a door mat sometimes. Whenever I go through a break-up, I'm just like: "Ok, if that's what you want."
Maybe I should 180 that and start yelling about how I'm the best thing to ever happen to them. I dunno. I don't think I'm any girl's best, to be honest, other than sex. Haha, I KNOW that was the best she's had. But, seriously, I haven't been any girl's greatest relationship. I could have been, but none of them ever gave me the chance.
Ah well. Changing speeds now.
Kings of Leon and The Black Keys tomorrow. I'm really excited for this concert, it's gonna be a blasty-blast.
The apartment is working out so nice. I fucking love it. I just get kind of lonely when I'm there... I feel like I should be with someone. There's just too many girls though, and none of them really stand out to me, except one, and all she wants is sex, I think. I want to FEEL.
Another note: I really miss a lot of people. I don't want to name everybody, but there were a lot of people who meant a lot to me, and I don't even talk to them anymore, some of them I can't even get a hold of... I know people come and go, but... Why so soon?
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