So, I'm a very happy, optimistic person. I've always thought this to be a plus. Apparently this gets on some people's nerves, and some people are just down-right offended by it.
I need to be more "serious". And by that, they want me to share their pathetic outlooks on life, and be dismal and solemn about everything with them. Fuck that.
Life is wonderful. There's love to be shared, friends to be made, andbeauty everywhere. So, why fret over ANYTHING?
I suppose I need these people though. Comfort in those who agree with us, growth in those who don't.
I'm just glad Shelby and the people closest to me aren't in the ranks of the downers and haters, haha.
But, that's it for now. Back to being bored, I suppose. My Gold account ran out. =/
I was reading your posts and though it sad that it went from
ReplyDelete"We prayed the sinner's prayer, but it was more than just words to me. I would've sang that shit if I could. Those words seemed to pour out of me, and when it was done, I had never felt more at peace before in my life.
Ever since then, my life has 180-ed. The negativity at home is gone, my family goes to church every Sunday, I've stopped most of my 'evil' ways, and am working on some more of them, my family trusts me again, and I've got the girl of my dreams back.
I used to laugh at people who said that God would fix their problems. But, with God at my side, all my problems have been remedied, and new problems that surface seem insignificant.
Thank you, Heavenly Father. "
To the above where you think that being serious means you can't also be happy and optimistic about life.
One must look into the depth of their own heart and see who they truly are. Evil can be a beautiful thing to one who is deceived by its charm where as goodness can seem dark since it is a hard path to follow and most of the time you will be alone on your journey.
Fear not though..when you fall there will be those of us who will support you even when you turned your back on them when they needed you and those who helped lead you into that pit will call you a traitor for deciding you were going the wrong way.
I pray you have the strength to know the difference and that God will clarify his path for you. That you will seek out your true heart and separate it from the desires and wants of your mind and know truly who you are. :)